Dear Reader,
It has been said, that people with serious trauma are the loneliest people on earth. Why? I have asked myself … and I believe it is due to the tremendous difficulty of opening up any part of ourselves. There are just too many wounded areas.
This is why I don’t talk to people, especially not about myself, not without a great effort before, during and after any attempt. And this is why I talk more to myself, and I offer here a chance to share with each other the things that are too hard to tell someone else. Here we want to share, and accept, care and protect each other. Please, think of the golden rule: do unto others as you would have done unto you.
And, with love,
Julie
Heart it is Aching – breaking
And I try to get away –
like the water that is flowing – going
I see a place in the distance
and when I get there
it will be Peace – for once – for all
And I can’t wait – to get there
where I won’t cry anymore
won’t force myself anymore – to keep from crumbling
I am falling – calling out to You
The clocks are ticking – time is going – I won’t follow because
because I must stay HERE – until the dread – the pain
has had its TIME to wear itself OUT – of me – out of me
I will breathe again – see again – and will finally be able
to get up and go
Julie DeTroy 